Friends
I was over at A Moment Shared and I was reminded of a Tim McGraw song, I'm not asking for much. If it's out there, I really hope it's lucky number... six. Sigh. Most people have two major relationships in their lives, I've had one, the failed one, I'm glad it failed, and I'm happy to have come away from it. This has been a long year, the year I decided enough being alone. The year I set out what I wanted and although I've been open to suggestion and quite interested in what if's, all I have got from this year is the pleasure of looking like a fool and bad sex. It's not nice to use/be used, it's not nice to be degraded into filtering online personals and crossing fingers for numbers at nights out, it's not nice to be without anything to look forward to. A part of me is quite ashamed, and feels pretty pathetic but a part of me is hopeful. I, just like every other girl, wants to be found. I want a best friend who will give me everything I wanted. Happy 2007.
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Not sure I qualify as a friend, but... I hope you find all that you are looking for in 2007 and beyond. Keep your chin up. Be true to yourself. Smile often. Be kind.
Thanks Sheets. The next few hundred days can't be as bad.
Believe me.....I know....
it shouldn't be that hard, should it??
somehow...it is.
i don't know your story, but i hope the best for you, not only this year, but for all the years of your life.
I hope its a good one. You never know, he might knock you on your ass the next time you are on 42nd! :D
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