I gotta get me one of these!

Lucky 6

I haven't been around for a while. I've been engrossed with my Lucky, yes he's called my and Lucky now. He's so close to the checklist, he's a good person, a good man - we've grown quite close and made the expensive trip to see each other a few times. If I had to make a complaint, he's not romantic at all - I want to walk with him, hand in hand but he's not very taken by taking walks, he likes the warmth of the house and the computer world. I'll wear him down.

A little fun

A pic of my favorite blogger, Soozy has been put up on A Moment Shared. Very funny guys. Be sure to check it out, plus theres a couple of cute photos JT is hsowing off.

HNT after a hiatus

6

Let's call this one lucky.

We met online, through his blog which he would rather was left off of this one. I emailed him because he wrote something I really felt in touch with and I wanted to just give him a bit more of a personal response rather than the pat on the head kinda thing that typically appears on the comments. He has sent me a couple of photos and I manged to find one where I didn't look completely awful. With it being cold and horrible being indoors, glued to IM with lucky hasn't been so bad.

Profile - 30, never married but a father of one; he's at school studying Geology. On his description and from his photos I'd say 6 foot, quite big maybe 210lbs. Dark hair, blue eyes. He is youthful, cute. He is up near DC so we haven't met up, but we've been talking about it. I feel like I have something in me for him already, I don't know if thats real. Falling in love when you are needy is always going to be easier than if you aren't.

Friends

I was over at A Moment Shared and I was reminded of a Tim McGraw song, I'm not asking for much. If it's out there, I really hope it's lucky number... six. Sigh. Most people have two major relationships in their lives, I've had one, the failed one, I'm glad it failed, and I'm happy to have come away from it. This has been a long year, the year I decided enough being alone. The year I set out what I wanted and although I've been open to suggestion and quite interested in what if's, all I have got from this year is the pleasure of looking like a fool and bad sex. It's not nice to use/be used, it's not nice to be degraded into filtering online personals and crossing fingers for numbers at nights out, it's not nice to be without anything to look forward to. A part of me is quite ashamed, and feels pretty pathetic but a part of me is hopeful. I, just like every other girl, wants to be found. I want a best friend who will give me everything I wanted. Happy 2007.

Stupid

I did something I shouldn't have today. It involved the ex.